Growing

u ask me when i gotta be serious in my study... I will respond gentlemanly and say: " when the day i totally understand me myself." could u accept this answer?

U are going to scold me i know that but I realize that I have to be stronger in future...Seriously, i have lost the trust slightly to my best friend whom I believe in him the most.I need to be an independent guy.However, sometimes I think that the way of my thought is wrong. I choose to being with him, my best friend again... After few days, he made me moody... I know his attitude anyway since THIS YEAR even through being a friend for three years and four months.

Who knows? you will properly tease at me silkily...

haha... nola, he was very suit to me before this year... we played until very enjoyable even talked on phone for 4 hours..hehe...so pain er my ears at that time...hmmm...well, it was a past memory.

I still like this friend anyway... i think the thing is happened on me myself...He is still like a child who is never grow up as same as me when i was before but i'm not more a child anymore... my hormones have started its works yet my circumstance conditions also had made me growing up...

If I would not get execllent result for SPM, i will be completely gone for life!!

Friends, sometimes cannot trust anymore...only me myself can be trusted the most!

thanks for that, I have been learning since i know myself a little bit...Why does my study mood change every moments? I have to understand Myself 1st before it is too late...SPM ARGGHHH!!

recently i am tired...it does matter, i will be charged back when i think off the natural smile on her face..it is the one of my ways to gain strength..well, may be cant count on that again..who knows she is mine in future. may be not..i can give her my promise in present time bt future i am not sure...So i have to work hard to earn lots money in future...Oleh itu, study and communicative skill are vitally important!!

i really cant see clearly about my future life but present time..so, i know that i need to do what i can do for now... I will remember these words" Now or Never"