You need to practice the art of speech
which means confidence, tact and reach.
Listening also plays a part
when relating with your heart.
It will happen, wait and see.
Turn your mind and turn the key.

can i express everything...my mouth cannot move on the moment... the legs suddenly disobeyed me, moving hardly. It seems that there are something holding me to move forwards... But it is so wired that I cant also move backwards...What the hell is it?It is better to annoy it.

"will u move ?"

It is useless to bait at me... it is because I deny to move... How hard u can push on me and how much i can let u down totally...I believe that my words which i have told someone is no an excuse but a process to make me understand myself well from day to day.

I can give u my words...dun worry for me Mom, bro and..and..and my dad...I wanna to reach !8 year ago le...I am still like Shit sticking on the laziness all the time...Let me myself independent ba..I wanna to see how worse am i now...i wanna see the death of another independent thinker how will he treat me terribly... so damn!!

Well, I started to understand that I am the one who quite hate to compete with people... "you want this ma? thn take it from me ba"...u like my gal ma? so go chase her la ^^"... U wan to leave me ma? thn go ba=]"....haha, it is I am ..hehe... People who dun understand me will tease me like coward la, chicken la, pig la and more... Anyway, I seldom refuse people's request to me... I feel unwell to say NO to them...I feel that if people are happy if i have done it to them then i will also happy d...what for u ask me to compete v them and win them fianlly i gt what i have bt are they happy ?so i am very friendy to everyone if they dun shoot my weakness...

However, this world is unfair... If i dun compete, who gotta to protect my family, friends and my lover?So i have to be stronger thn everyone...To protect someone, means to hurt another....this has become use in this world...who dun like will be kick out and never be the head...even through how i dislike i have to accept this fear... it will make sense for me to grow maturally... I will grow one day and take the duty from my dad..I wanna to tell my dad something:" whether what kind of job i gt, i will protect This family and new family members whom will come in to this family ...I dun nid any motivator but CHALLENGERS...

characteristic is depanded on situation.

Growing

u ask me when i gotta be serious in my study... I will respond gentlemanly and say: " when the day i totally understand me myself." could u accept this answer?

U are going to scold me i know that but I realize that I have to be stronger in future...Seriously, i have lost the trust slightly to my best friend whom I believe in him the most.I need to be an independent guy.However, sometimes I think that the way of my thought is wrong. I choose to being with him, my best friend again... After few days, he made me moody... I know his attitude anyway since THIS YEAR even through being a friend for three years and four months.

Who knows? you will properly tease at me silkily...

haha... nola, he was very suit to me before this year... we played until very enjoyable even talked on phone for 4 hours..hehe...so pain er my ears at that time...hmmm...well, it was a past memory.

I still like this friend anyway... i think the thing is happened on me myself...He is still like a child who is never grow up as same as me when i was before but i'm not more a child anymore... my hormones have started its works yet my circumstance conditions also had made me growing up...

If I would not get execllent result for SPM, i will be completely gone for life!!

Friends, sometimes cannot trust anymore...only me myself can be trusted the most!

thanks for that, I have been learning since i know myself a little bit...Why does my study mood change every moments? I have to understand Myself 1st before it is too late...SPM ARGGHHH!!

recently i am tired...it does matter, i will be charged back when i think off the natural smile on her face..it is the one of my ways to gain strength..well, may be cant count on that again..who knows she is mine in future. may be not..i can give her my promise in present time bt future i am not sure...So i have to work hard to earn lots money in future...Oleh itu, study and communicative skill are vitally important!!

i really cant see clearly about my future life but present time..so, i know that i need to do what i can do for now... I will remember these words" Now or Never"